I actually forget what # is this, but I think it’s good to reflect what I’ve been doing so far. After I leave the clerical work, I started the big adventure, starting a learning center, starting a mini-community-magazine, writing articles and try to become a good writer, I even started my personal net-radio program. This suppose to be exciting, right? But……
I kind of feeling stuck now.
The Learning center? It doesn’t really that promising right now. The problem is? I am smart, but the face is, the essential quality of running a learning center is sophistication which I am not quite. So, It runs, but not running that well. If there’s someone replace me, I think that’d be the solution. I am praying that person appear. The next is the Paper Shau Kei, it is promising and I feel exactly right about doing it, it combines all my gifts and interests in a project and I love that. BUT! there’s a part I don’t like, sales and marketing. I am too lazy to sell it, to pitch it, that’s way money doesn’t come in. I need to work harder on it, I guess to make a breakthrough.
The next is the writing thing, I wrote a lot this years and I kinda built my readers (!?), but that’s far less than enough to be a writer. There’s still a long way to go, my sword still needs polish, and I need to learn how to write. I love writing, what I need to do it to write, write and.. write. As to the net-radio thing, I started, and I am new to it, so, there’s a room of improvement, a large room. I like doing net-radio because it is a good platform to exercise story telling.
Why story telling and writing are important? because it is my dream. After all, I want to be a great story telling, to explain Christ, and all other truths in stories, like Jesus did.
Band mate always ask me what’s my vision, That is, a great story teller. But being a story teller cannot earn a living, at least for the moment. I need a ‘stage’ to tell stories. Blog is one, web-radio is one, PSK is one, and I need one more, a stage I can tell stories and support my living. Am I asking too much? Will this be the new hope? the empire strike back? or the return of Jedi? but anyway, it will not be the Phantom Menace, nor the attack of the clones. It might be the revenge of sith..haaaaaa haaaaa